Im going to try to be happier, i really have no reason not to be. I just let my mind work up too much and start over thinking the most stupid smallest dumb things that don’t even matter. I’m just so stressed out, and again, its probably over nothing big at all. I need to get back on track with going to school. I need to start figuring out what i want to do. What i want to get a degree in. I need to stop making myself miserable. Especially when some people have the ability to make me so happy. I need to stop dragging myself down. I dont understand why I do.